Mind

The mind thinks in a lot of directions. Don't know why.

Like just now I was wondering how wonderful my life is at this point of time.
Not much tension. The academic pressure since the past few days has been not much with exams going on and we are having only 1 subject per day with odd holidays in between. In fact, now I want the exams to get over quickly and do something else.
I have been spending a lot of time with my learning group mates recently and laughing and having fun - enjoying the nature, talking to parents regularly, surfing the net. No other responsibilities at this point of time, and studying etc. - A relaxed sort of life. - Away from wordly pressures.

Next second, mind went in other direction - I started to think about - the responsibilities I have as an elder child of my parents, the decisions to be taken w.r.t my specialization, the kind of job I wish to do after SCMHRD, the absence of my long-term plans, the city where I want to take up a job, etc.

Then the mind again wandered to my life 1 to 1.5 years back, when I was earning and I had responsibilities (not much though still enough to make me feel it). I start to wonder how my life would have been had I not joined MBA course this year.

My mind isn't still able to figure out whether my days at Herdillia were great enough or my life at SCMHRD is better. Both have their share of memories and adventures. At Herdillia, I really learnt a lot about factory and other things (guess that was more than what i learnt in the 1st year at SCMHRD), At SCMHRD,I met (and will be doing so for the next 1 year wow) a bunch of really good people who are multitalented and from I really learn quite a lot. Also, made some really good friends (wish to be in touch with them for lifetime) - who made me (so boring person) to laugh and feel senti sometimes (which I rarely feel).

Again, mind changes track and reminds me that I need to decide upon the future course of action.

Strange are the ways of mind. It reminds of sadness when we are happy and reminds of happiness when were are somewhat sad.